I can't believe I'm actually here, in London. It's been the place of my dreams for a lifetime and now I'm here, writing from a British dorm room located in a "posh" area. It's strange, exciting, and a little intimidating all at once.
Now that I've realized the dream of a lifetime, what else is there to look forward to? I've held on to this goal for so long and now that I've achieved it, I don't know what's next for me. If there is anything... Perhaps I've reached my pinnacle moment, my peak, the highlight of my life. Maybe everything after this will be drab and boring; I'll live a quiet life somewhere in Louisiana and History will forget my name as I forget this trip. Who knows?
I'm not really sure how to feel at the moment. It's such a strange mixture of emotions. What I do know is this is not how I thought I'd be feeling...
.:~o*'Kaylyn'*o~:.
1 comment:
Of all of the ways I could describe your life, boring and drab are not words that I'd choose :P.
They might not be London, but the world holds so many more adventures and opportunities. Don't think of it as the highlight of your life, although it may be thus far. There's so much more to experience, and you have so much to give to the world (a best-selling novel or two, for one thing :P).
Enjoy this particular opportunity while it lasts. Others will come, as long as you allow yourself to explore them :).
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