Ghost of Lovers Past

There are certain things I should know by now. There are certain things I just shouldn't do. I should just know better by now.

And yet, I find myself chasing ghosts of the past for some sort of closure. And the funny thing is, I don't know if I'm after these spirits, these memories, this person to help them move on... or myself.

I hate this power you have over me. I hate this thing--whatever it's called--between us. I hate that I can't forget you. I hate that I don't want to.

I love him.
I love us.
I love now.

Begone spirit. Haunt me no longer!

I beg of you.

.:~o*'Kaylyn'*o~:.