I want...

The Other Boleyn Girl DVD. NOW!!

.:~o*'Kaylyn'*o~:.

Take a Bow

All the world's a stage
and there's no back door.
You give them what they want
and they'll always want more.
Take your heart
leave it on the stage.
Close your eyes
escape from your cage.
Hide your tears
there's no room for them here.
Act the part
show no fear.
Be who you want--
who you were meant to be.
Or hide behind a mask
and never be free.

.:~o*'Kaylyn'o*~:.

D-Day

I never thought I'd say this, but I'm avoiding sleep right now. I'm avoiding sleep because when I open my eyes again, everything will be different. I feel like Lucy Pevensie when Asland tells her "All that you know is about to change." That is a very scary thought.

I did everything within my power to stall packing because in some twisted subconscious way, I guess I thought I could stall the entire process. There's no stalling time. It's like a giant bolder from rolling downhill or something. And you can do is either get ahead and let it hit you hard or stand behind and watch it slip away.

When I was younger, I envied my sister so much. Her beauty. Her popularity. Her style. Her age. She seemed so much older than I. And with age came more privileges. I never saw the growing responsibility. And now that I'm staring down the same path she once walked, I wish I could stay younger for just a bit longer.

In the words of Sadie, Peter, keep the gates open for me tonight.

.:~o*'Kaylyn'o*~:.